It's not OK for people to hurt you in the same way multiple times and always think that an apology will fix everything...right? I mean, how many times is it really an accident? How many times are you saying sorry for real, and how many are out of habit?
I don't think that an apology is enough this time...especially over Facebook. Why is it that we can talk on the phone for hours, texts for days, but when it comes to an apology you send it over Facebook. Don't you think there's a better way to fix things?
You've hurt me one too many times and I'm tired of it! You say that you want to be friends, then you flirt with me and lead me to believe that there's something more, tell me that everything was a joke, then drop me for someone else. Why is it that I always feel like a second choice?
Stop making me a back up! It infuriates me. I don't care how many times you say I'm not a second choice, I always feel like it. And you always seem to drop me for one of my best friends...what the heck? I'm not sure if that's a coincidence or not, but let's try to avoid that in the future (assuming I give you another chance).
You really need to understand how much this hurts. I've been there for seven years...seven! How long have these other girls been there? That's right, they haven't. They're there when it's convenient....I've been there even when it wasn't "convenient". Let's think about this though, is being someone's friend really a matter of convenient and inconvenient moments, or is it about being there regardless of the time, place, or situation?
I'm at the point where trusting you won't be as easy; talking to you won't be the same. It takes a lot to break me, but you sure did it. Put yourself in my shoes; would you be willing to give me another chance? Think about it.
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