Down and Out

After a huge fight, it's always awkward to deal with the people you're upset with.
I thought I'd be able to put on a smile and get through the night without letting the fight get to me. I was wrong. Walking into that church tonight and seeing her face brought back all the emotions I felt on Sunday. If she was really my best friend, she wouldn't do that to me. I'm crushed.
The worst part of all this is that the one person I always went to when I was down is the one person I can't bring myself to talk to. Is our friendship over? What happened to friends forever? I was there through thick and thin. Not to go all sob story, but I have never felt so alone. You were my best friend.
I miss the old you. Please come back?
If one of you had betrayed me, I could handle it. But, you both hurt me beyond belief and I don't know if that's something that I can recover from. So much for forever...