Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will break my heart

It's not OK for people to hurt you in the same way multiple times and always think that an apology will fix everything...right? I mean, how many times is it really an accident? How many times are you saying sorry for real, and how many are out of habit?
I don't think that an apology is enough this time...especially over Facebook. Why is it that we can talk on the phone for hours, texts for days, but when it comes to an apology you send it over Facebook. Don't you think there's a better way to fix things?
You've hurt me one too many times and I'm tired of it! You say that you want to be friends, then you flirt with me and lead me to believe that there's something more, tell me that everything was a joke, then drop me for someone else. Why is it that I always feel like a second choice?
Stop making me a back up! It infuriates me. I don't care how many times you say I'm not a second choice, I always feel like it. And you always seem to drop me for one of my best friends...what the heck? I'm not sure if that's a coincidence or not, but let's try to avoid that in the future (assuming I give you another chance).
You really need to understand how much this hurts. I've been there for seven years...seven! How long have these other girls been there? That's right, they haven't. They're there when it's convenient....I've been there even when it wasn't "convenient". Let's think about this though, is being someone's friend really a matter of convenient and inconvenient moments, or is it about being there regardless of  the time, place, or situation?
I'm at the point where trusting you won't be as easy; talking to you won't be the same. It takes a lot to break me, but you sure did it. Put yourself in my shoes; would you be willing to give me another chance? Think about it.

Down and Out

After a huge fight, it's always awkward to deal with the people you're upset with.
I thought I'd be able to put on a smile and get through the night without letting the fight get to me. I was wrong. Walking into that church tonight and seeing her face brought back all the emotions I felt on Sunday. If she was really my best friend, she wouldn't do that to me. I'm crushed.
The worst part of all this is that the one person I always went to when I was down is the one person I can't bring myself to talk to. Is our friendship over? What happened to friends forever? I was there through thick and thin. Not to go all sob story, but I have never felt so alone. You were my best friend.
I miss the old you. Please come back?
If one of you had betrayed me, I could handle it. But, you both hurt me beyond belief and I don't know if that's something that I can recover from. So much for forever...

Breaking Up, Breaking Down or Breaking Through?

Isn't it funny how people crave privacy, then make an effort to be in everyone's business? Since when did someone else's relationship involve their entire circle of friends? Honestly, people really showed their true personality this week when it came to "choosing sides" after a break up. Vent all you want, but grow up and keep it off Facebook. You are all juniors and seniors in high school, but you acted like five year olds with the mouth of a sailor (although, with the language you used, that's an insult to sailors).
At what point does maturity really settle in? I'm sure that anyone who reads this will probably think that I'm no better than these people I'm complaining about, but to each their own, right?
It's days like this that make me truly grateful that in 71 days i'm done with high school! Time to get away from attention seeking drama queens, fake people, and pretentious wannabes. Goodbye high school, only 71 more days with you ♥